woke up feeling dead.
decided it must be the 2-day dirt clogging up my pores and blocking my aura so took a full shower, with hair treatment and body scrub-a-dub-dub.
before that, figured my hair must be weighing me down and gave self a clumsy diy trim. shit.
ate herbal soup and bickies for brunch but still feel exhausted. been practically existing on bickies lately. am going to hell.
couldn't absorb anything from text or tutor. had to be in same class as cute guy when looking like crap and super pale.
have to walk to work in freak windy weather in a couple of hours.
then have to walk back, just in time for assignment discussion.
i'm depressed. just want to roll over and die.
i'm sure things will get better. i'm practically rock bottom now.