seriously the last time i felt so wretched was when the love of my life broke my heart.
i couldn't eat and spent all my waking hours crying towards dehydration.
now my heart is physically aching as i ask myself why why why WHY why on earth did i email citibank to inform them i was gonna leave for sydney in july?
i was gonna experience real corporate life for 4 months then never work in a bank again but somehow i took mum's advice (and my manager's promise of a raise) and informed citibank of the term of my employment.
i hate myself! i wish i could just drop dead this nanosecond. i am the epitome of stupidity and idiocy.
getting exhausted from all the crying but can't seem to stop :(