recently i am feeling much calmer. dear K rang me a month ago and asked me how i was. i said, 'nobody can be happy all the time.' and she said i should be aiming for calm. so calm it is, and maybe it's the immersion in non-Murakami books, but i have been feeling a lot less crazy.
(effing Murakami! 读一次就发一次噩梦！真的是跟我过不去！)
梦到我是电影明星，与 Hugh Jackman 一起拍戏，而且还遇见他太太。但梦里的 Debbie 好年轻啊！好像跟我平岁一样！
In this dream I was at ahma's getting ready. wearing a white dress. then i realised, OMG I'm getting married! to whom? actually i was also pretty confused in my dream.
then i saw my high school junior and asked him, omg i can't be marrying you, right?
he rolled his eyes and my husband showed up.
i can't remember but he probably wasn't - it was a good dream, remember? i think he looked like a cross between Sean O'Pry and a Chinese. (Blank Space 看太多次的副作用。)
哈哈这场梦超莫名其妙！竟然梦见 unicorn! yes, a big white dreamy unicorn on a vast green field! 然后看到 unicorn 超 high，觉得自己 lucky (my luck is returning, oh yeah!)，然后一直想怎么可以把 unicorn 带回家养？