i am reading the year of magical thinking.
and i keep getting sidetracked by Joan Didion's photo in 1976 and in, well, recent years.
|This is the book's back cover|
i would rather die young.
recently freckles have been surfacing on my face and hands.
and every day i stare at my hands and pray that the freckles will not get worse please.
i stare and i stare, as though my eyes have laser powers which can zap the brown right off.
i think it's only going to get worse, though.
我不想 age gracefully!
i would rather not age at all!!!
人生果然不是一个 wish-granting factory 啊